Wednesday, March 29, 2006

naughty naughty!

Before you read this...please go visit Anz blog.... read what she had to say... and then come back and read this!

Wrote a blabber post for the heck of it...however that was in English, but now this one is in French. For those who know French good enough for you for those who don't please avoid cursing me. This is a cool idea shared between a blogger friend and me (you would know the name soon) This is a post that aims to irritate everyone...and I hope I am achieving this objective to a certain extent. I feel so devilish! If the above mentioned words make you feel like I have lost my nuts and bolts then I never said I had them intact . Kaush now try to make sense out of this.


LOL
Come back to see how naughty I get! *devilish grin*

Tuesday, March 28, 2006

random questions

1.What time of the day is it at your end right now?
8:25pm

2.What did you last eat?
desi food

3.What are you wearing right now (hopefully you're wearing something ahemm)?
t-shirt, pjs

4.What was your weekend like?
booring... didnt do anything! lol it was a typical weekend!

5.Did you sleep well last night?
Was up until late.. but did sleep well in the amount of time that i was asleep

6.What's your favorite time of the day?
late in the night

7.Who did you last kiss?
ummm... damn its been a while!

8.Did you see any cute guy/gal today?
yea...sure

9.When did you last speak to your mum/dad?
before 15 mins or so

10.When did you last have an argument and have you patched up?
last one...hmmm maybe a week ago.. and yes.

11.Who/what cant you live without right now?
hehe my lappie.. and my darling tommy.. *wink*

12.Are you in love right now?
Yes... lol no surprises here!!
what i mean is that its a huge world...there is always something to love!

13.If you met me in real, what would be your first expression?
ud see me as a shy person at first

14.Have you ever loved someone who's already taken?
lol yeah! sigh.

15.If I came over to your place, what would you do?
ummm...offer a drink.

16.How do you watch TV?
depends on whats on... usally multi tasking

17.What do you need right now?
another slice of the juicy watermelon thats in my fridge

18.What's your favorite sense?
umm... i cant discriminate!

19.Where would be the the ideal spot to be with someone you love?
up in the mountains... cuddling together in bed under a huge warn blanket..

20.What's closest to your bed?
Accounting books. gaah... need to get back to the books!!

Cheers

Sunday, March 26, 2006

blabber...

It is just an urge to write something... or rather I want to see something other than the italicized poem!
Im writing a
paper on Female Genital Mutilation... its such a sad and disturbing topic!
Anyways...
Last night I was looking at my old old
computer and found a whole bunch of poems and forward emails and all that kinda stuff
I went thru this
phase of saving every worthy forward email...
I got quite a collection!!
And I had com
pletely forgot about it...
So... it was a good discovery...!!

I know I sound boring
... it feels like its been a while since I have written a random blabber post!!
LOL


Any ways... I put up something more on my lil cooking blog...so do check it out...
The link is on the right!!
Until next time....

Wednesday, March 22, 2006

that thing called love

I hope Im not living in a dream...
If I am, then I would like to wake u
p with you by my side...
Thats all I want for my life and nothing more..
If not you, then there will be nobody...
If not now, then it will never be...
If not in this lifetime, then Ill never be born again..
for it will take generations to find you again...


** Another online discovery!

Monday, March 20, 2006

quote of the day....

So I read this on my college campus... it made me laugh and the bitches around me stare at me like I was stupid...


Behaved women are not remembered in history!



LOL.
Gotta love a womens college!!

Thursday, March 16, 2006

dissapointed

This is so damn dissapointing...
I was blog ho
pping and I have been seeing a lot of hindi pop up...
Now this is me seeing hindi after a long time...
I didnt give it a try until a few minutes ago...
And... well... I cant really read it! I can barely read hindi!
I have to think of what the al
phabet is...
It makes me mad...
DAMN!
Its sad.... i know!

hindi was always somewhat of a hard thing for me.... but reading was never a
problem... the problem was the talking..
even 6 or 7 years back when you would have heard be talking...it would be like an ABCD
Arghhh...

Wednesday, March 15, 2006

drum roll

YAAAY!!!!
Finally a new template... I fell in love with this one at first sight..
Kinda reminded me of this
picture I found online...

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So...hmm I dont really have much to say..
So... cya laters!!


Saturday, March 11, 2006

i dunno...

Im afraid this is actually happening...
Im addicted to you...
And I cant believe the things I do..

I ache for your touch...
Just one finger tip on your lips...
Please... dont budge..

I still hold your hand...
Hold your hand when I sleep...

If only you could wipe my tears...as I weep

I want to...
Touch you, hold you, kiss you, and make love...
Make love just one more time..

Please let me...
It hurts so much
Please...consider it...
As I am kneeling at your feet.


**Please look at the previous post and vote on which template you like the best, if you havnt already done so...Thanks a bunch!! **

Wednesday, March 08, 2006

Brokeback Mountain

BROKEBACK MOUNTAIN
*It will
probably be a better idea to stop reading right here if you are an extreme homophobic!*

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One Saturday evening... at the movies...

"So what movie do you want to see?"
"We could see Brokeback Mountain....it came out earlier in the week... "
"
I havnt heard the name... what is it about?"
"
Gay country boys having sex out in the wilderness back in the sixties!"
"
Haha... no I think I am going to pass on that.... I am not in the mood for gay porn."


I am not sure if
people have heard of this movie or not.... but if you have... did you react somewhat in that manner? What are you thinking right now?
Would you be interested in watching the secretive love story of Jack Twist and Ennis Del Mar
?
I said no to it at first....

And then I hear more and more about it as time goes by since my awareness of its existance.
There are
people actually watching that movie!!
Its making
profits!!!
ITS NOMINATED FOR OSCARS!!!!
Woah... how did that ha
ppen????

Trying to know what the big hy
pe was all about.... I download the movie.
It got done at about 11
pm... so I thought I would see a little bit and then catch the rest later...
But ...... thats what I thought would ha
ppen...


I was hooked within the first 15 minutes.. I
could have been within the first 5 minutes...and did not even recognize it........
The beauty and the magesty of the great outdoors was sensational..


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They were stuck out there....
All alone....
Maybe it was bound to ha
ppen....

There was
passion and fervor...
The anger and the fear of those queer desires and not being acce
pted by society

Still.... they fell in love...

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This is hands down one of the most amazing movies I have seen...
The story... is just so pure and simple... and not very traditional!

A secret.... and their journey through time....

The music fits the movie
perfectly...
Heath Ledger and Jake Gyllenhall
do a marvellous job.... engaging in acts of passion and love.

If you havnt seen the movie...
please do!!

I dont do the selling stuff too well... but you really gotta watch this movie.

And maybe if you are not comfortable with the homosexuals.... maybe this will make you understand them better...
I dunno...
You know what my
point is...
I loved it!

Ho
pe those that do decide to check it out do too...




** Allrite
people I need some help... It is that time for a template change and I need your help....
There are 3 I like...
please check them out and lemme know what you think...

1 ~~ First one...

2 ~~ Second one...
This one is a little hard to navigate maybe...click on Entries ...

3 ~~ Third one..


So there goes!!
please check them out and tell me what you all think! Thanks! *MUAHZ*


Tuesday, March 07, 2006

Hope things are well with everyone in Gujrat and the current earthquake situation

Sunday, March 05, 2006

LOVE

If you had to make a choice...which would you pick...

An almost perfect partner, but a short lived companionship


OR


A life long commiment and companionship with someone not exactly perfect...but hmmm ok sure he is ok types.



I know the question has been asked before.... a lot of times
But do we really know...

Why would you give up on perfection
Even if it is short lived
Why would you not want to be loved by someone...that will love you live no one else can....
Why...
Because we are so weak

Why do matters of the heart and love have to be so painful

Why is love the most beautiful thing... and also one of the most painful thing....

If you have never fallen in love,... you probably wonder what it is...how it feels...
And then when it happens...
I think it changes your life forever...even though the different possible consequesces

If it all works out for you.... you have found the ONE
If it doesnt.... you either move on...or you dont
If you move on....you restart that search for love
You try to find that special someone... remembering the things that went wrong the first time... hoping it doesnt happen again...
If you dont move on.... it stays within you ....


If you havnt been in love...it will be the most amazing thing...

If you have been in love... I think you have gone though a change because of that enchanting and captivating thing..

Take a moment...

Try to remember the first time you felt like you were in love...
the first time your heart skipped a beat when some said they loved you

There is no point to this post...
Maybe I should have mentioned that before
But maybe this got you thinking...
Maybe it reminded you of things or of someone from the past,...
Things you havnt thought about in a while...
If this brings back memories you wish you could forget....my appologies


Where did this come from...... My Heart Will Go On


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bitchy

i feel sooooo bitchy
i want an ugly cat fight
i am mad
i am hsgdgfdsfhgdsjfs
fuck you

Wednesday, March 01, 2006

The American View of India

The American View of India

For some reason I am seeing a lot of things on the situation in India today...

First thing in the morning..when I turned on theTV, it was te first thing on the news. Some reporter doing a special series thing where he goes to India and talks about this and that. About how the poverty situation is getting completely out of control. How India is the a poor country. Most of the people, if not all, are below the poverty line..

Yes I know thats not true... but that is what they make it seem.

In the past 5 years, I have seen several shows and programs that mention things about India... and almost every time they mention India, the first images that they show are those that push India down...

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Why do images like these have to be the itroductory glances of India, for those that do not know about this third world country...
Why not of the amazing number of architectural achievements, of the beauty of nature...

And as I write this.... its being mentioned on Oprah too... and Meg Ryan visits India... and she talks about her stay in Delhi.... in the video she talks about how people earn $0.50 and $1.50 a day... but why not convert it in Rupees and say how that is more than what they think it is... the folks can buy themselves meals and have some kinda clothes on their back with that money!

I guess I kind of understand now why most Americans make comments like...
Oh you speak great English!
or....
Did you speak any English when you were in India..

You cant really blame them... the media provides half truths...

I recently visited a friend in Washington DC, and she took me around to check out things in the locality...
And I saw a bunch of poor people!
A thing like poverty exists everywhere!
Walking around the streets reminded me of my recent India visit.. because my friend asked if looking at the poverty there reminded me of the poverty situation in India.

A guy was sitting at the door of a little convinient store that had been closed down...
He was trying to fit himself between the walls around the main entrance, trying to avoid the strong winds...
Isnt that bad....
So why dont you see pictures like those when you hear about the
greatest country in the world... America!

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I know the poverty in America is only a fraction of what it is in India... but its still there!
But still...it almost never gets mentioned.
There are so many people that see this country as the glory land...
Is it really..... you be the judge!

When I moved here, I had a hard time with this.. and blamed the
stupid Americans for asking me some really stupid questions about India...
But I understand why now...
The finger should be pointed at a whole another group of poeple...


Check out the below link to view the story
Thanks Kaush for the link!

http://abcnews.go.com/GMA/story?id=1677088&page=1


nutty

I am officially going nuts
I am restless
I cant stop shaking my legs..
I want that coke sitting right in front of me..
I was to grab it... and drink out of it ...and smash it
I havnt had any in a month...










Ok FINE...its a lie
I had a can yesterday
But I really hadnt before yesterday

I am blogging compulsively...
I dont want to reply to comments
I desperately want a new template




What on earth is happenening!!!!!!!!!!