And again....

And again.... what?

Well, first of all... a Happy Birthday to Mr Clueless!
Happy Birthday!
Hope you have a wonderful day and a wonderful life ahead!

I am sorry I am kinda running low on the right words...so I will just keep it plain and simple..
(that too a once again kinda situation!)

What else?
Ahh another good bye coming up... no no not good bye to the blog.
To that special someone... who has been visiting this week, and has made life more beautiful and meaningful.
I came across this video below and absolutely fell in love with it....
And I guess with the video I am gonna say something that I have said before (again...)
Say what?
Life is short... speak your mind. And let the ones you love and care about know how much you love and/or care about them. Because you never know if or when you will get another chance.

Sorry for not replying to comments! Will do that later!


******VIDEO REMOVED!! ********

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok
But that's not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' It
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

Not seeing that loving you
That's what I was trying to do

Lyrics from HERE.

Happy Birthday!!!

I love June....!!!
Time has been flying like crazy!!!
Before we will know it....June will be gone..
I can't believe I have been in the US for almost 6 years now!

I think it was into my first year when I met my fellow Gemini friend.
I believe it was when she walked into my US History class...
I remember thinking... 'Oh another FOB'
LOL
There are a lot of things I can think of when I think of you...
High School times, the drives to our college, the talks about our boyfriends, and oh the talks of running away from home...

Ok ok...it wasnt actually talks about running from home... but it was the feeling of it...

But whatever it is... It has been so wonderful knowing you Kaush
I have written so many birthday wishes posts... I feel like I am getting bad at them!
But this one is different....
Because I can actually say that I know you!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRL!
Hope you have a wonderful day... and a great fulfilling life ahead!
I was about to say that may all your dreams come true.... but I think I will refrain from that...cause we all know we have some dreams that we would not want to be true!! lol jk!

You have been a great friend...thanks for the times you helped me and gave me great advice..
(even though I might have ignored you! lol)

And most importantly... thanks for pushing me into this world of blogging! I have met wonderful people in this high-tech world because of you!
Love ya.
Happy Birthday again!


Update on me....
Welcome the new template!
I just needed a change.... And this one just stuck out....
I dunno why...oh wells... I like it...
Have been busy... and sick. the damn irritation in the throat just wont go away!!
and it should,.....
i shall be meeting him in about 18 hours....
i am nervous
anxious
excieted
i am happy :-)

more updates soon!

update...

I am sorry I havnt been much responsive to all your comments...
I do appreciate all of you that stop by my blog and say something...and also that choose to stay quiet...

There is just a lot going on with me of lately
And too many things to worry about right now...
I dont know how long this will last...
Might just be like a mood swing and I mightbe back blogging tommorow
I dont know...
I do know things will be a lot clearer 2-3 weeks from now...
hope you all are doing well...

I do miss visiting all of your blogs....Hope to be back soon!