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Hey guys!!
I have officially run out of excuses to not putting an update on here...
Yes, I have been extremely busy with everything that has been going on with me...but I also have honestly lacked any real enthusiasm to get on here and put updates...
Most people (what I have heard) don't even do the blogging thing any more...

I guess some people got themselves lives outside the online world...I know I did!

Anyways....on to the update...
There has been so much going on and I dunno where to start... and I am also very likely to forget to say things I know I want to say...
oh well...

Let's start with something that has been keeping me most busy...
And it has been work...
For those that don't know...I absolutely hated school. I did not like my classes and I was convinced that I had picked a wrong major...
Fortunately, that has all changed. I still think I hated my classes....but working is so much different... I wasn't sure if I had wasted the past 4 years of my life earning an education I wouldnt be able to stick to as a profession.
Like I said... this are different...
Accounting makes sense and it is kinda coool... and please... no I am not a nerd! And I still hate taxes...but I love my job and maybe that's whats made accounting more sensible...
I won't bore anyone with the details, but the things are great at work..
It was worth all the 4 months of job hunting that seemed to be going no where at the time.

I am also at a point where I love living alone... It isn't all that lonely and boring any more...
So life is good :-)

AND now...life gets better with my next topic...

Tom.... Yes.... we are still together!
We have actually been through a lot of ups and downs...when I moved we kinda took a step back... a tiny step back.. It was hard to find time to talk...
and ofcourse, that greatly affected us....
But...we have made it through it...
We survived on occasional phone calls and chats...

Things kinda changed a few weeks back and he has just become so open and a little less concerned about reality...
He worries too much (I think)... and I guess I finially convinced him (a little bit, not completely) that we should just live in the moment and not worry about the future because we obviously don't know what is going to happen..
Anyways, he has just changed a lot...
And the change has also brought about an upcoming trip!!
We are currently almost ready to finalize a trip he is planning to come visit me!!

So basically our relationship is definately at the best it has ever been at before. I am more in love with him today, than I have ever been before...
He will probably spend a week or so with me and we are also planning a road trip.

This is all good and I can't be happier!!

I wanted to take this time to thank everyone that has been so supportive of all the things I have said on this blog.
I have recieved a lot of positive and negative responses...but more positive than negative. And that is such a good feeling.
I know this could be a strange concept to many.... but you have to understand it's a personal choice.

I have seen 'friends' acting strange over this whole topic... and my friends are entitled to their own personal opinions as long as they don't see me as a different person.
It is my friends that accept me for who I am... and my 'friends' that just ignore me.

And that is fine... I will take friends over 'friends' any day!!
So thank you all again for all your support...I am comfortable with what I have chosen...so I do not need any fake support. Save yourself the energy...but I absolutely am not going to listen to any crap from a person that is going to force their opinion on me.

I am not here trying to get hundreds and thousands of hits on my blog... I am way beyond that!!


Anyways...I'm done with my attitude talk!!

And finally, one last thing I wanted to say....
When I decieded to go ahead and do an update, the first thing I started to do was.... looking for new templates...
I love change and those that have been around this blog long enough, have seen me change templates a couple of times.
I looked and looked and I just couldn't find the right thing...
And then I thought about a comment a fellow blogger said about this template being so me..
And that is true...it is me...So I am sticking to it!!
Thank you Mr. Clueless!!! :-)
Anyways...don't be surprised if I end up changing the template down the road...but it's good for now.


I'm done yapping...
Thanks for reading...I promise to be regular on here from now..
Will get to some reading early next week.