Things seem to be back at being rough again....
Last weekend Tom told me that his trip might be getting cancelled/postponed.
It's a long story why it isn't happening and I don't even really want to talk about it...
It's just a mixture of feelings...I understand...but I am also sad and angry.... Yes, I am being selfish but I can't help it...It just sucks more cause we had been planning the trip for so long now...
I miss him so damn much...
He is angry about it too...and on top of that he has no internet access this week...so not only have I not really talked to him...the last time we talked we didn't really end it at a happy note...
It's just not fucking fair...
I haven't really said much on our non-vanilla blog (not sure if I mentioned that on here on not...)
I don't want to be selfish...but I am....
I meant to write here earlier this week...but I just didn't know what to say...
Today I happen to go to a non-vanilla friend's blog and I read that her Master passed away not too long ago....
I can't even imagine what that would feel like...
I am not sure how I would be able to survive the loss of someone so close and dear to your heart....
It's just so hard... And I feel so sorry for her.......
It's amazing how quickly things can change...
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