pet peeves

Pet Peeves

I hate list!

• I hate it when people lie... and it is very obvious that they are doing so.
• I hate it when people judge a book by its cover
• I hate money hungry people.
• I hate how fake some people can be online.
• I hate females taller than me.
• I hate people that never return a call.
• I hate it when people visit my blog only when they see my comment on their blog.
• I hate cocky people.
• I hate it when people try to brainwash you and try to make you agree with what they say.
• I hate it when drunk folks say things that they SHOULDNT be saying.
• I hate when people do drugs...and think thats cool.
• I hate it when people say things about me that are not true.
• I hate it when people keep messing with me.
• I hate it when people butter up to people... very cheap!
• I hate feeling too cold or too hot.
• I hate being hungry, and not having anything to eat or not knowing what I want to eat.
• I hate politicians and politics....ALL OF THEM!
• I HATE when Hindus hate Muslims just cause of their religion.. and vice versa.
  
• I hate racist people.
• I hate when people give advice...without me asking for it or when I dont personally think I need it.
• I hate it when I get really really angry.
• I hate it when people question me being Indian or American. Or when they make comments on how not Indian I am.
• I hate bugs.
  
• I hate when people complain all the time
• I hate when I complain...

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blah blah blah blah


im not sleepy... or maybe i dont care about the sleep
im not hungry... or maybe i just dont care to eat
i dont miss u.... i said i dont!
maybe its the intensity of the situation,
that makes me feel like i wont
im not waiting for u to take me back
im not hoping for us to reunite
i am not awake cause i miss you
no.... its just a damn habit!
i swear i dont.... wont
beg for you to take me back.


please tell me i havnt lost my ability to write and my creativity!

The convo

An Interesting Conversation
p.s. I know this is a long convo... but I think its worth the read!


Infinite Love

T: do yo uthink infinite love is possible?
Bi: yes
T: by definition that means it cant be measured
B: that guy u talked about... what he did was just that...
earlier....
T: he was involved in a very bad accident that paralyzed him from the neck down
B: ohhh
T: he was in a wheelchair and had no use of his arms or legs
B: ohpoor thing
T: his wife wanted to care for him and she did for a long time
T: but then.......... he told her she should leave and lead her own life............
they had enough from the disability insurance to hire full time care for him
T: it took over a year to convince her but she finally did leave......
T: thats a good observation
B: he will always love her...or he always loved her...
B: until his end...so that kinda makes it infinite
T: hmmmm
T: just tthinking............. if its infinite there is no end
B: true...
B: but ummm
B: well it all kinda depends on what u believe happens after death
B: if the soul lives on... doesnt his love for too
T: interesting question
T: reincarnation has always fascinated me
B: its very neat...
T: but I have always wondered......... if that is true, do memories go from one life to the next?
B: i think so... but i guess the question is will u ever discover that its there
B: i think there is a loooot of things that are stuck in ur mind even right now that u migt be unaware of
T: there are those that claim that they recognize placces they have visited before
B: i get those deja vus a lot of times...
B: and that kinda really gets me going...
T: really
B: yeah..
B: and then we talked abt it in my world religion class
B: and its really ummm
B: i dunno...ther are just so many questions...most of which will probably remain unanswered
T: that sounds like a great discussion
T: I like the unanswerable questions
T: lol
B: she actually said something soo cool abt the wizard of oz story the other day...
T: so do you beliebe in reincarnation?
B: hmm yeah...i think i do
T: what about the wiz?
B: different bodies...but teh same soul...
B: well ...wait lemme tell u waht exactly she said
B: you were looking for something that was never lost to begin with...but u have to look for it... to realiza that u had it all along...
T: hmmmmmmmmmm
B: i dunno...i just love the paradox
T: yes me too
B: hehe
B: religions are so much cooler than i thought they were
B: and i actually learned things abt my own religion i didnt know abt
B: hehe i guess i missed out a few things by not going to our version of the bible school
B: we are doing buddhism right now... and it is soooo cool
T: it is not jusut religion it is also philosophy
T: it is a way of living your life
B: yeah
T: christianity is all about fire and brimstone and being punished for being bad
B: oh yeah... that i dont like it when religions say that everyoine should be of my religion
T: thats a human frailty
T: that one persons religion is the only "true" reliegion
T: in reality it doesnt matter
B: yeah
T: its the sense of belonging, the sense of a higher order to things
B: i think ppl wshould do what they want to do...but not force it on others... i think thats bull
T: christianity calls it "God" as a person who oversees
T: buddhism I think sees it as "nirvana" as more of a place of a way of arriving at a high men tal state
B: yeah
T: what I find amusing is the whole intelligent design thing
B: whats that
T: oh an outgrowth of the evolution vs creation argument
B: ohhh ok
T: the religious right in this country had to come up with a new theory to force creationism
T: so they are now calling it intelligent design.......... meaning that there is too much order to the evolution of the species that it couldnt happen by itself, it had to be designed by a superior being
B: hmmm
T: school boards in certain parts of the country are trying to outlaw the teaching of biology in favor of religion
B: thats ridiculous
T: there was a case in pensylvania recently
B: ohhh
T: it was stopped by a federal court
B: education should have nothing to do with religion
T: well religion implies thinking.......... and education has everything to do dwit hthinking
B: well but then what religion do u pick
B: there is a loooooot of diversity here
T: its not so much a choice as it is a belief system, and sometimes yo uhave to invent your own
B: hmmm
B: i think ppl try ttooo hard to answer questions that exist abt everything in this world...
T: for me, what I call God is more of a guiding force than a person
T: some questions are unanswerable
T: and that is okay
B: yeah
B: nad maybe some can be answered
B: but its so opinionated...so maybe its better left the way it is
T: yesss perhaps
B: i just cant think of everything around religion...
B: like i cant make all my toughts religion oriented
B: i mean i just belive what i want to belive....
B: and what i belive is a mixute of all kinda religions
B: im not gonna go arund telling ppl im part hindu and part buddhist and part something else
T: ok let me ask you this.... what is love?
B: a special bond..
B: a bunch of diff emotions
B: infinite
B: unexaplainable
T: yes thats it
T: unexplainable
T: infinite really doesnt do it justice
B: yeah..
T: infinite is a quantification
B: its one of those things u cant see...but u feel
T: it means you can measure it, except you cant measure it
B: yeah...true
B: u cant see it...or touch it
B: even though it touches u...indirectly
T: it makaes you want to oopen up
B: what is one of unanswerable questions...
B: because there are so many things
B: like what is love
B: there is so much to it
B: and a lot of it... that u cant put to words
T: and yet your body also responds to it
T: your body controlled by your mind and your thoughts
B: yes...its with u all the time
T: yessss a mysterious force
B: and u know what
B: the best part is...not knowing...
B: maybe ill feel somehjting and discover something new...
B: i duno wehn
B: i dunno if i will
B: but that gray is the fun part
B: the excietement
T: yesss the discovery process
T: discovering more about yourself
B: adn i think thats why ppl should just leave thing teh way they are..
B: and not mess with it too much
T: tehre will always be those self righteous ones
B: yes we are curiious creatures....
B: but ummm.. i dont know
B: its like what teh buddhist say...
B: that its all just a passing moment...
B: things are gonna come and go
B: u chose what u want to hold on to
B: ur on a journey...just keep observing and learning
B: dont hold on
T: yes
B: cause while u are holding on...u might be missing on other things
T: thats my philosophy
B: god! isnt life so interesting!
B: lol i so wanna put this convo up on my blog... its so itereting

This Weekend

There is only one way to describe the weekend... it was HORRIBLE.
I was just lying in bed and complaining most of the time...
And the worse part.... I didnt get a damn thing done...
NOTHING...
so that puts me back big time on my schedule...
*sigh*

and heres a random thought....
for the men who think marriage is hell...
those that complain even before they reach their 5th wedding anniversary...
you think having a wife is hellish...
imagine that evil bitch going thru menopause...
if right now you wanna kill her... you will want to kill yourself if you manage to make it thru till then...

oh oh and another random thing...
i saw on the news i think yesterday morning....
a 62 year old lady gave birth to a baby!!!!!
62!!!!
can you imagine
how yuck..
and no she wasnt even one of those exceptional hot old women
not even close!!!!
lol
pathetic pathetic.... *sigh*

5 Interesting Things About Me

5 Interesting Things About Me

So I tried to fill out the list.... and I think Im stuck...
So here is a twist...
How about you answering the question...
1,2,3,4,5, or as many things as you think are interesting about me....if any at all! lol
Have fun! And thanks for participating,.... if you choose to do so!!

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The day of love

I am so eagerly looking forward to the wonderful day of love....
I actually went shopping today to find something to wear... just something I could wear when I went out to dinner with my hun!
And I found this perfect tee.... its a light pink long sleeve tee.. (just right for the bitter cold) and it has a cute print on there that says Love Hurts.....
LOL just appropriate....
I debated between that one and another one that spelled out Valentines Day Stinks
I picked this one, cause it is more likely to keep me warmer compared to the other one which was a short sleeve one.
I had a convo with a fellow blogger about how stupid and pointless this day is..
One should not have a special day for love..
If you are in love...every day should be special... ok ok maybe not every day... but the point is that one should not have to have a special day to take your partner to a romantic dinner...
And okay this is not a single mad female talking...hoping she had a date or something...
I have never done anything for Valentines Day,.... yes it is cute and all to do those romantic things... but it should be done other days of the year too....
Bake cakes, send love notes, send flowers, gift chocolates, eat at a nice romantic place... not just on Feb 14th!!
Its kinda like when you fall for someone and its a new thing... we do cute things for each others... our hearts beat faster with their touch, kiss, smile...
But then some how the specialness fades away.... I guess you get used to kissing, holding hands, saying the I love you`s....
So thats why I think you should do such special things to keep the fire burning...
Oh well...enough yapping... all those in love...enjoy your special someone... !!!!

You`ve made me happy
You`ve made me sad
You`ve made me laugh
You`ve made me cry
But most importantly
You`ve made me smile every single day

You`ve made me believe, hope, desire, love, and submit.

You`ve done things every day in the past 5 months.... to shape me into who I was always meant to be.

I am thankful.
I love you.

Birthday Wish

So tommorow is a super cool blog buddys birthday....according to my time...
I have known him for about 4 or 5 months... but that time has been just wonderful!
From the whole 'tension nahi leneka' theory, to the talks about sleepless nights,... you have brought a smile to my face!
Through our ritualistic daily talks I got to know about your obsession with hot chocolate, your undying love for music, your Friday rituals *wink lol*..... and then some more...
Even though we have verrrrry different likes when it comes to music... I think its still fun to exchange music with you... lol you have managed to get me hooked onto a lot of stuff I would have never listened to otherwise...so thank you!
Your love for music has become like an inspiration for me and my love for art... so another thank you! And yes thank you (danke!) also for teaching me all that German... I remember danke, wilkommen, entschuldigung (which i think i mispelled), and sheisse.... umm thats it!
'Jab AN aur AN ke beech mein J aata hai tab ANJAN banjata hai'
lol
You are just an amazing person..... I LOVE your HOT bike, your sense of humor, your wonderful hair, your heigh, .... and ummm...some of you.... I think! lol
Happy Birthday!!! Hope you have a wonderful day!
And people...please pray with me... lets pray that he soon finds his perfect lover....
After all, if he waits any longer.... it might be tooooo late! lol
(I had to pull your leg on that one!!)
Happy Birthday again! Love Ya!

Blah Blah Blah

So I got tagged! I tried to avoid it... not like the list will be any sort of shocker! LOL
I guess the time of lately is like procrastination at it's best...
Anyways... but before we do that perfect lover thing...I guess you'll noticed the template change...
I had this template saved and ready to go in 'My Documents' for a while... but just didnt do anything about it...
I guess I was looking for a good reason or a good purpose to change the template...
For a while I thought I would wait until the very auspicious D-'V'-Day...
I thought it would be great to go black wehn most of the world is going pink and red.. and all those hearts and flowers and stuff (more on my love for the V-Day on a later post..!)
And then today I saw Anjan change his template... and I was like...hey what the heck...I'll do it too. BTW thank you again Ajnan for doing the comment thingy on here...

Okay so now to the perfect lover... (sorry if make myself sound too choppy...)

Sex of the target: Male.
My perfect lover:
(1) Taller than me... and just an inch taller doesnt cut it! It would be nice, or rather perfect, to be able to wear heels and still me shorter.
(2) Has to be funny. Make me laugh and laugh at my stupid jokes.
(3) Not a cricket, football, baseball, or hockey buff. Well you can play...but none of the sitting and watching games on Sundays. Give me a break!
(4) Has to have nice smooth clean hair... long hair would be a big plus.
(5) Sensitive. Someone to hold... a shoulder to cry on... and understanding too.
(6) Not greedy (very important). Dont want someone thats running behind money all the time!
(7) Has to be the one in control of things.
(8) Someone whose fingers would fit perfectly in between mine.... someone that will make me feel better than I have ever felt before in my life,..... someone that will give me somehting to look forward to each morning when I get up.....someone that will be my better half... someone that will make my life seem complete, without whom living would me meaningless.....
Someone that will make me laugh, make me smile... and also make me cry... Someone that will then wipe my tears and hold me tight thoughout the night.....
These are only some of the things that would make my perfect lover...

Come on...we are tlaking about PERFECTION here... you cant just stop at 8!?!?!?!?!!! LOL

Part Three.... Conclusion

Week two was with my grandparents in Gujarat. That was sort of boring... I was basically at home most of the time...just took up a few art projects.... Just wasting time around....
It was just basically family time...

Week three was the worst... I was in Ahemdabad.. and things got real bad... The first day we got into town at 9am... and after getting refreshed...it was time to get all the shopping done for there...
I came back home for lunch...and then out again... coming back home late at night...after a very looong day. Then day 2, we went to Ambaji and stuff for religious visits... The driver scared the shit out of me... Almost at a constant high speed in the triple digits... zipping thru cars and people walking on the road!
We ate lunch there... and there is where it starts going down hill...
I started feeling sick thirty minutes into the drive back home... Had to make the driver stop twice to throw up... And the dumbass would keep driving fast... giving jerks that made me feel like I could shoot out another load right there!

I spend the next 2 days in bed... sleeping most of the time. I dont think I have felt this yuck in a very loong time.
29th morning I wasnt even sure if I would be alble to return to Mumbai...
I ended up taking heavy doze medicines to make myself feel better...

I left Gujarat 31st morning... and the plan was to have a wild crazy night...
But.... like most of the trip... it did not go as planned...

Things changed at about 7 in the evening... Long story short...I ended up spending 31st night with a whole bunch of other friends and my sis...
It was a very calm and sober night... but it was fun.
I guess I could say I stayed sober...despite the much enjoyed screwdriver icecream!
If you call that getting drunk... then I got drunk...

And then there was the wedding..
It was a lot of fun... it was great to see family after so long.
Although it was very time consuming... and sometyimes tooo long...
I also got pointed out to a guy...and his mom told me...he is studying accounting too! Making me think that if you think that is going to attract me to him...you are SO WRONG!

So yeah I think thats all I have to say about it...
I am sorry this post was boring... I just dont feel motivated to write...

My trip on a whole...it was a lot of fun.
I loved Mumbai.. and cant wait to return back.
I learned that its best not to make plans... I had made several plans for this time... and NONE of them worked out as I had hoped them to...
So lesson learned...

Anyways... Im looking forward to write just regular posts..lol
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